lucky222, Twins would be awsome! Yes, I am a mom now...ds is almost 3 (Feb 15th) and I'm trying for my second. The next attempt will be try #9 (it's proving to be as difficult for #2 and it was for #1 which took 8 attempts). You're in for a whirlwind next 9 months. My suggestion is to try to journal your thoughts/feelings as much as possible so your child will know what was going on in your mind while you carried him/her. Best of luck to you!